I might just die inside



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Directioner Behind The Blog 

Hi there, I’m Sky. I am 15, yet I act alot older. I’m really mature for my age. So come talk to me whenever you need advice, or whenever you just wanna talk.

I have 2 brothers who are alot older than me. I fight alot with my mom, but I love her. My dad passed away a couple months ago, so it’s just me and my mom living at home. It’s hard cause she’s always crying and yelling at me for no reason and I hate my life 99.9% of the time.

I’ve gone through alot. I’m sure I’m bipolar, I’ve been depressed, I’ve cut, I’ve smoked, I’ve gotten wasted to the point where I wake up on my bed with scars and bruises from falling over so much and not remembering a thing. I deal with lots of things, which makes me a stronger person. What makes it worse is I don’t really have someone I can call a bestfriend.

Well, I have Cody, but I just can’t tell him everything. So I’m alone on this miserable place we call Earth. I deal with everything alone. I don’t trust anyone. 

One Direction has saved me. They make me smile, laugh, cry, scream. I don’t know. There’s something special about them. I’m determined to meet them one day to tell them how much they mean to me and how much they’ve helped me. No one knows that behind my smile and my laughter, is someone who is unhappy.

Thank you for following me. I know you probably think I’m crazy, but oh well. Have a good day.


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